The Diary of Kaylynn *Chapter 7 Updated 8/6*
ferrischick99:
April 12th
Sorry Its been so long since I last wrote. The search for compatible bone marrow has brought up no good news and because of it I just feel so down. I got a new roommate last week, her name is Anna. She has a type of bone cancer that makes it so she needs bone marrow too. She is a nice girl, only 13 years old. As much as I like her I cant help but think that she is my competition. I don't know what blood type she is but what if we are the same and she gets the marrow first? I feel horrible thinking that way but how else am I suposed to think? Should I be happy that I'm damn near dying and she might get my good marrow? I just hate it all!
April 18th
Sorry about my last outburst, Ive just been so upset lately about everything I had no where to vent so you my faithful diary were subjected to my horrible mind. Kevin graduates in less than a month and I'm so happy about it. Mom and dad have been helping to fix up the house he is renting since there are some major things that need to be done before he can move in permanently. Mostly yard work and a few holes in the walls that needed to be fixed. I helped mom pick out paint chips last weekend for the kitchen and living room. Kevin decided that since I will probably spend a lot of time there that I should get to help decorate plus Kevin says he has no decorating sense at all. Kevin spends every weekend here with me now, I love having him here. He is the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes and he always takes me outside for strolls in the courtyard.
April 22nd
Well this will be a short entry, I just wanted to share that my wonderful new roommate is away receiving her bone marrow as I write. Everyone around me is getting better but all I seem to do is get sicker. I GIVE UP!!!!
April 25th
Once again I'm sorry for the outburst, sometimes this cancer gets the best of me. My mom decided to share some interesting information with me that I never knew before. She told me that after I was born she found out by a DNA test that her ex boyfriend who she had always told me was my father really isn't my dad. Mom said she has no idea who got her pregnant the night she was drugged and raped. I know I cant blame her for it but if what I need is a family member to give me the best match for the marrow how will I ever find it if no one knows who my father is. Its all just so frustrating.
April 27th
I talked to Kevin today and he says he wants to help me find my father. I told him its probably very hopeless but he says there is always a way to do something that means the world to someone. So he said he would talk to a guy he knows that was adopted and see what to do to find someone if we don't have a name. Mom told me that she really has no idea who it was but she would try to help the best she can. I don't think we will find anything but Kevin says its worth a try so I guess we will go for it. I'm going to look up some things on the internet here on my lap top and see if I can find anything even if its just names of the kids in my moms grade it will get me somewhere.
ryannrules86:
YEAH!!!!!! Update! I absoulutly adore Kevin! if she ever dumps him or things don't work out I want him!
xHannaHx:
i always kinda thought it was her ex boy's best friend who was the father of the child..didnt he admit that they took advantage of her and her friend? hehe. i loved the update can't wait to find out the big truth..dun dun dunn
ryannrules86:
Can we have an update soon? Of course, if you are not to busy and have some free time.
Medagic:
Oh! Poor her...
I would be feeling the same way, though about the competition thing.
Very understandable...
Medagic
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