Shy Girl *Chapter 10* Updated 8/15
ferrischick99:
The car ride was quiet the whole way home. Cassidy had expected her father to scream the entire way but he kept whatever he was thinking to himself for the time being. Cassidy tried not to look at him but she could see the vain by his right temple throbbing like it does when he is angry. She knew she was in for it when they got home.
Cassidy continued to look out the car window into the darkness of the night. The car ride seemed all too short and her father pulled the car into the driveway.
"Get out" He quietly said to her through gritted teeth.
Cassidy knew the drill and when she got into the house she went straight to her room. It wasn't long before her father made his appearance in her doorway and she could tell by the look on his face that she was going to be in for one rough night.
"How dare you go off telling your friends about what goes on in this house." He screamed. Cassidy kept quiet knowing if she spoke up the consequences would be ten times worse. Her father continued.
"And then that school of yours goes off telling the cops about me, do you realize what I had to go through the other day. I had to tell them that your mentally unstable and that you cut yourself and hurt yourself just so they wouldn't take me to jail. Do you know what happens to you if I go to jail?....Do you? You will go to a foster home thats filled with 5 maybe 10 more kids just like you. Do you think that life is any better than the life I can give you girl?"
Cassidy wanted to scream and shout at him and tell him that yes it would be better than the life she had living under his roof.
"For them not to bring criminal charges against me I had to agree that you will speak to that Mrs. Laing woman at your school 3 times a week during your lunch period. You will talk to her but you will NOT tell her anything about what goes on in this house you got that? You will tell her you are depressed and you need help." Mr. James said.
"Oh and running away.... whats with that? do you want to live on the streets? do you want some sicko to molest you and do only god knows what to you? And to make matters worse I find you in bed stark naked with a BOY!! Do you think your an adult? I don't even want to know what you did with that boy but let me tell you what you little SLUT!!" With that Cassidys father grabbed her by the throat and slammed her body up against the wall.
"You will not be seeing that boy again and if I even see you so much as looking at any boy I will knock the eyes right off your face."
With the word face he tightened his grip and banged the back of her head harder on the wall. Cassidy felt the room spin and then as usual when she was fighting with her father everything went black.
The next few weeks were hell for Cassidy. She went to school and went straight home. Where she was to make her father dinner and was actually forced to eat it with him. Then she went to her room to do her homework and then went straight to bed. Most nights she was in bed before 9pm. She wasn't allowed out of the house alone and in the mornings her father would drive the car slowly behind her watching her walk to school. Mr. James was too good to actually drive her there himself. Cassidy's meetings with Mrs. Laing were not much of a relief to her daily life. Cassidy told her the stories of cutting herself and making herself hurt like her father had drilled into her head. Mrs. Laing and a few other "doctors" had labeled her depressed and mentally ill but her father would not sign the papers to have her put away in an asylum. Cassidy wondered to herself if he actually cared about her but then she just figured he didn't want to loose his personal slave.
One morning about 2 months after her attempt to run away Cassidy awoke to a gut wrenching pain and she almost didn't make it to the bathroom before she got sick. She had been feeling this way for the past week but didn't think much of it until today. As she was laying on the cool tiled floor pictures of her and Kevin making love flooded her thoughts. She could picture his brown eyes and brown curly hair. She could smell the sent of his Axe body wash filling the room. With the thought of the smell she jolted up and hung her head over the toilet to be sick again. When she felt like she couldnt be sick anymore she laied back down on the floor and then another thought raced through her head and the words "Oh God no!" escaped from her lips.
Cassidy tried to keep her thoughts on school and her impending meeting with Mrs. Laing but she found it hard to concentrate on her school work and for the first half of the morning she could barely lift her head off her desk. All of her teachers had been informed about her mental status and most of them just left her alone. It wasn't until right before lunch that Tiffany finally said something to Cassidy as they were in the upstairs girls bathroom alone. Cassidy was in the stall heaving her guts out as Tiffany touched up her makeup in the bathroom mirror.
"Cassidy are you sure your ok?" Tiffany asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." Cassidy said opening the bathroom stall and walking over to the sink to wash out her mouth.
"You don't look fine, do you have the flu?" Tiff asked.
"Probably, but you know my dad I have to be dying for him to take me to a doctor and even then I doubt he would." Cassidy tried to joke but she didn't really find anything funny about it and neither did Tiffany.
Tiffany looked Cassidy over once and then again this time stopping at the slight expansion of Cassidy's usually petite waist line.
"Oh my God Cassidy your not.....?" Tiffany began.
"Tiffany don't you dare say it. Please don't you say it. If you say it then it becomes reality." Cassidy said in tears.
Tiffany grabbed Cassidy and embraced her in a hug.
"Don't worry Cass we will get it figured out ok." Tiffany said.
Cassidy nodded and continued to cry in Tiffany's arms.
Cassidy pulled away from Tiffany and ran back into the stall. After 10 more minutes of being sick Cassidy emerged from the stall looking worse than ever.
"Come on Cass we are getting you out of here." Tiffany said.
"No I cant Tiff, I'm suposed to meet with Mrs. Laing, If I don't show she will call my dad and then he will beat the snot out of me, I just cant cut class." Cassidy cried.
"I'm not letting you go back home to that man Cassidy, he has hurt you too much and now with this......news you cant stay there. Plus we need to get you to a doctor." Tiffany argued.
"Please don't make me go Tiff please just not today." Cassidy argued.
"Fine but tomorrow at lunch your going to a doctor." Tiffany said matter of factly.
Cassidy nodded and forced down the feeling of being sick again and left the bathroom for her meeting with Mrs. Laing.
tellmewhatyoumeant:
Aww...That's so sad! Too bad she can't see Kevin anymore...Awww...!
satsoveranddone:
omg shes having a ........
and her dad right thats it im off to KILL HIM!!!:chainsaw::chainsaw::chainsaw::chainsaw: lol:happy8::angel:
when can we have another update you've got me hanging on
ferrischick99:
lol Ill try to get another update up today sometime, maybe in an hour or 2 lol Ive got myself hanging right now :D
purpleshoes:
-grabs sludgehammer and joins the mob of people angry at Cassidy's dad- Kill him! Kill him!
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