WTF

This morning I woke up on my 'Dad's' couch. His house was very small, smaller than grandma's, bigger than the apartment. He has three bedrooms, One for him and his fiance Julia Mary, One for my two older brothers, The other for my soon to be Step sisters. I realy want to live with Grandma though. We went to court about two weeks ago. The judge said my dad has more of a right to keep me until I am eighteen than Grandma. So he ruled that I was to live with Dad for the rest of my teenage life. Ok I am going to explain how Keisha, Delilah, and I have the same dad. Well apparently my mom and Dad were love birds in high school. In their senior year Mom found herself pregnet with my oldest brother, Zac. Two years later they were engaged and having my other brother, Greg. Mom and Dad had Delilah then me. By the time Keisha was comming Mom and Dad were never married. After Mom moved across the country She found out about Keisha. She never told my dad about Keisha. My Mom told us a web of lies, for our whole lives. my dad has a fiance, Julia Mary, or as I call her the evil step-mom. Even though she isn't very mean. I guess I am just bitter as Delilah says. She has two girls, Janice and Chelsea. There twins and only Four.

Yesterday Alex, invited me to his house. His parents were out of town in Panama city. We were sitting around whaching old movies from his Mom's 'Old movie" colection. We were whaching an American Classic 'Its a Good Life' When he put his arm around me and I started to sit on his lap. i was paying more attention to his beautiful blue eyes than the movie. I stared away at the movie. He kissed my cheek. I relaxed in to his arms. I put my arms aound his neck. We started with one kiss,then more and more. Before I knew we were having a fifteen minute make out session. I was kissing his neck. He was starting to feel up my shirt. what was I to do? He then started to lean over me, I laided back. I let him get it.

I feel asleep in his arms. I woke up at four o'clock. I Struggled to put on my clothes, i ran out his door with my pant zipper undone and my bra not even tied. I ran into my car and drove to grandma's. The wind from the windows being open messed up my hair even more than it already was. I Pulled into grandma's driveway and ran into her backyard. I jumped her fence. The little dog next door, Piper, was barking. I hate chiwawas. His loud screaching bark just about killed my ears. I made it to her patio. I prayed her spare key was still under the mat. I looked under the mat. Just, my luck it wasn't. I ran to the side of her house and looked for the ladder my uncle Tom left there when he painted the house. I stood it up against the house. I climbed up the ladder praying that I wouldn't fall. I made it up to the top and climbed in the upstairs bathroom window. I walked threw her hall and into my old room. I looked for my pajama's I left there. I threw them on and took of my old clothes. I called Tawny. She lived down the street. I asked her to come and get the ladder off the side of the house. Of course when she got there i stood out of the window. She was swearing and saying how good of a friend she was to do this. Ya ya ya is all i was saying. She left as I said good-bye. I walked out of the bathroom and saw grandma comming out of her room. "hi Grandma." I said as if I was sleeping.
"What are you doing here?" She asked looking at me.
"Well last night I was at Tawny's house and I had to come home so I asked dad if I could come here instead." I said realy fast.
"Oh well don't let me disturb you sweety just go on and sleep." she said. She sounded very funny. I could tell she hadn't put in her dentures. I walked into my old room.

Then next day Alex called yelling ,"Were did you go,  Why did you leave, I was so worried!"
"I had to leave early my dad would freak"
"Oh I am sorry for yelling" We talked for three hours when dad walked into my room so I hung up. I haven't exactly told him about Alex. Alex is in my personal life and if I told him it wouldn't be personal anymore, Right!


It has been six weeks since all the stuff happened. I have been throwing up and I have been sick and mopie. I went to the doctor the other day. He told me that I was pregnent. I of coursed freaked out! Well my stomache is very large now well a little big. Big enough to notice.

I look in the mirror and it gets bigger everytime. I am six weeks along. Julia Mary kicked me out of there house. Which she had no right to do. It is my dad house. His name is on the bills. She is a smoocher. Well Alex is taking the baby better than I though. I am living with Grandma again. Gandma is taking it very well. I guess its because my mom did the same thing. Tommorow we find out the Sex! I am so excited.