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People say you don't know heartbreak until you loose a child, but she was more than that to me. She was my life, my dreams, my beautiful baby girl, how could anyone have the heart to take that precious being away from me? Away from this earth and away fromt this life. How could they think i'd have the strength to make it through without her? But now, as the memories surface, the spirits arise...
Chapter 1
A dreaded beginning...
I stood at my bedside, groggy and hardly awake. I couldn't beleive that summer was over. It had been amazing, almost a dream even, but everyone knows all good things come to an end. I was a new student at Selenora High in my junior year, and I was dreading it.
My parents had insisted I switch schools after the shooting at my old one. 3 seniors and a freshman were killed, I didn't know any of them though, so..I guess that's a good thing.
I stood outside, waiting for the bus to come, my mother still didn't trust me with her car, even though I was 16, big surprise there. My parents have always been overprotective, epsecially since i'm their only child.
Once when I was about 3 or 4 years old, I was invited to this party at an arcade for littler kids, she, of course, tagged along and followed me everywhere, basically holding her hands out as I walked to make sure I wouldn't get hurt. I didn't speak to her for days, I was so embarrased. But i've gotten used to it, my mum just loves me is all.
School was crazy-hectic, that place was HUGE, at least four times bigger than my old school. I did meet this girl Scarlett though, she seems pretty nice, I told her about my boyfriend Tony, he's a senior this year, but i'll hardly be able to see him, we live nearly 3 hours away.
she doesn't like to be photographed, but i snuck this one on my way to the bus =]
When I got home that day my mum called me into her room, not thinking much of it, i happily obliged. She sat on the couch, her whole torso was almost limp and her face was a scary pale color. "what is is momma?" I said as I sunk down next to her, placing my hand on her quivering shoulder. She stared at the wall across from us, almost as if in a daze. "baby..." she started, her voice cracking, "I know everything..."
Chapter 1
A dreaded beginning...
I stood at my bedside, groggy and hardly awake. I couldn't beleive that summer was over. It had been amazing, almost a dream even, but everyone knows all good things come to an end. I was a new student at Selenora High in my junior year, and I was dreading it.
My parents had insisted I switch schools after the shooting at my old one. 3 seniors and a freshman were killed, I didn't know any of them though, so..I guess that's a good thing.
I stood outside, waiting for the bus to come, my mother still didn't trust me with her car, even though I was 16, big surprise there. My parents have always been overprotective, epsecially since i'm their only child.
Once when I was about 3 or 4 years old, I was invited to this party at an arcade for littler kids, she, of course, tagged along and followed me everywhere, basically holding her hands out as I walked to make sure I wouldn't get hurt. I didn't speak to her for days, I was so embarrased. But i've gotten used to it, my mum just loves me is all.
School was crazy-hectic, that place was HUGE, at least four times bigger than my old school. I did meet this girl Scarlett though, she seems pretty nice, I told her about my boyfriend Tony, he's a senior this year, but i'll hardly be able to see him, we live nearly 3 hours away.
she doesn't like to be photographed, but i snuck this one on my way to the bus =]
When I got home that day my mum called me into her room, not thinking much of it, i happily obliged. She sat on the couch, her whole torso was almost limp and her face was a scary pale color. "what is is momma?" I said as I sunk down next to her, placing my hand on her quivering shoulder. She stared at the wall across from us, almost as if in a daze. "baby..." she started, her voice cracking, "I know everything..."
