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Hi guys I am totaly done with this story!
Hope you enjoy it.



Hi my name is Regina Yeseniya I am 16, i was writing books since 12. I am sorry but I have spelling mistakes. While playing sims I got some king of inspiration and desidet to write this story hoping that you will enjoy it. I will upload pictures and more info soon , promise.:worship::blob6:

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My name is.... well who cares? I know I do exist and you know you are alive, well I am one in hell of alive, but it is enogh for me. I got this diary on my 395 Death Day. I had a need in it, because my live, my real past live was haunting me. I was told that this is the way to escape it. I think  I know what you might think but it is a way for me to hide from it, wheter you like it or not I still will tell you about the thing you heard of. The thing you might laugh on, but this ocasion took my live away and with it a large amount of European and American population. But it wasnt like that right away. Before this I lived a happy life, married, 23 year old German women in 1614 a women who lived her husbent, and did not knew the danger in life. A women who belived in god and in what is right and what we have to stand for.

I was 20 when I have merried John. We were friends since I can remmember, and then we desidet to spare our lives together for ever. But afther a wedding  he had to leave to work  for our kings needs. I was left with our beautifull house in the forrest, where I have my own apple garden and a small plantation.

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But I was kind of happy, at least I think I was. I had to be strong for him, I always was sitting in front of the mirror in the morning, and looking in it, to see my future. It was a game for me that would calm me down for the rest of the day.

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I had to take care of all house busness, I did not have children, but I wish I did, for my own soul support.

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every day I sat at a big table wishing he was there to share my feast with him.

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Every eve I sat in the hall waiting for him or at least some news from him. But every eve was the same for me, I did not gave up, I was a loyal wife. Dont think that he was all that, he did send me letters when he had chence, but as good wife it was my duty to wait for him.

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At night I could not sleep, every naoise that happened outside my house, was like a signal for me to wake up and check if he have come back to me

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And then I would sit in front of the piano and play his music untill a morning. It helped me not to forget my duty of the faithfull wife

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Hi!  I think your story is off to a pretty good start.  You have introduced your main character, and told us of her plight by taking us through her lonely day.  Now we can empathize with her, and it will help us really care for her as the story continues.  You have also foreshadowed interesting things to keep a reader wanting more.  If I may make a suggestion?  Your pictures look good, but are difficult to make out.  If you go under 'options' on your sims control panel, you can set the screenshot size to 'medium' or 'large'.  Most people use large, so others can see all the detail the author painstakingly put in the photos.

Cheers!  I look forward to the next part.

ok thanks I will do my best. It sounds silly but I do not think how my story is build up I just write what I feel. And It is up to people to decide to like the part of me or not.

Decent stuff you've got going here.
That's an interesting way of writing things, owl.

Thank you, I am glad that you like it. I will finish this story and than I will put my other books out. Hope that ypu enjoy them, but it is hard to translate because of lack of vocabulary

Bafore He left, he gave me a fortune and house, and make me give him a promise that I would appear at every ball that is beign celebraited at our town and at each ball I would be like a  'Venus" or  a'Aphrodity".(http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh73/ReginaSova/snapshot_b4c97912_b4cc1dbc.jpg)

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But every time they would ask for my name, my answear had to appear ' I am a good wife of John Switzenklein'
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Ooh - nice big piccies!  Now I can see how much attention to detail you've given this great story!:happy8:

In our town there was 3 plases where you could  find stanishing dresses and gossip with old lady  that do not have anything more to do but just say how new generation is worse than their and what type of manners do we have.
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One place was owned by french count Fransiso de Loveccla. Where you could enjoy  two ball rooms, gossip room with piano, and hoge garden with labyrint. But I went there few times and than stopped. Want to know why? I will tell you any way. It was a regular day, the old countess is old friend of my mother and always wanted me as her dother in law and did not knew that I was merried. She wanted me and her son to tie our destiny together for ever and even more. Oh this young man was charming and could swept me from my feet. I tryed to be  galant and nice to him.
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Every wensday I would come for lanch, he was funny gentleman. But he was no more than a friend to me. I liked his toasts and manners, but no one could make me forget about my duty to the God and my husband.
So it was a regular lunch when he made a toast " To us"
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I miled and drunk vine till the wery buttom, I was affraid of my reputation. I did not want to disapoint my friend but did not wanted to give him a false hopes.

He blew me a kiss and sayed that I am most beautiful flower.
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" My garden contains the most exotic flowers and sculptures in the world" he told me in a gentle voice
"Indeed" I replied quietly with a bit of exitment and sadness
" But still there is a flover that cant be planted in the earth, and I cant take a seed from it without  its permition. I am a collectioner, but I cant buy it with no money in the worl" he plased a beutiful box on the table.
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'Let my love and tis ring be a payment for your heart and hand  that I would treasure for  the rest of my life. Do not regect this faivor of mine, I love you from the first moment I saw your eyer that deep like an ocean, my hear melted when I saw this smile of an innosent child. Do not let me to fall from heven in to the hell.'
I swallowed hard, I did not know what to say, but I know one thing for sure I did not love him as he did.
'Oh my dear friend, your words like a honey from the spring bee, but there is already somebody in my heart that has possesion of my soul.'
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At first he looked at me with those ddep eyes of his, and  than his head droped on the table and a scary roar of an wild animal came up  and hit the heaven with it.

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'I am sorry me dear friend, dont be sad I do not worth your love, if you want to I can always be by your side and support you, you do posses the part of my heart but there is not enough love for you.

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" what is your friend ship to me, it will not replace me the heart that you have crashed with the cupids arrow and now trow it like a toy that is played anough with?"

" Oh you an devil in the fleash oh why did you punish me like that, oh what did sin did I do to you, I hate the restless word love that poisoned my lips, oh heaven why did you send me an angel that I cant love and bare to toch? Oh God  why do you punish me for with this course, didnt I go to your home every Sabbatah day? Nor I helped poor? Or did not I gave half of my fortune to build more of your houses? But know now that I curse your home and everybody in it. No holy word will be told in my house untill I can posses this goody wife of unfaithfull husband"
This was the last time when I actualy came his house, I did not know why he dared to say those things to my good and most tresured person in the world, but the love is blind and I did not questioned it.

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Well there was another place that I USED To go to, it belonget to Maharaja Ali.

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 I enjoyed spending time there  dancing in different costumes and see bellydance of most carming women.


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But once up a time he asked me.
" I see you as the flower of the west, and I wish you to see me as your master."

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I was surprised if you can say that.
"But my lord if I can recall you have a wife."
"He has five wifes, he is our master and we are his slaves it is a honor for us to be his puppets" Told Fatima

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That was also the last time when I went there.

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But it was ok, at least I had one more place to go where I do not worry about my beauty because my friend was married. His name was Xi Zhemin, he had wife and my best firend V and 2 children.

I enjoyed going to their tea seremony.
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Since child hood I liked dressing as a pesants do. And sometims I did all dirty work. But when I have become a honored wife I did not want to have any cervent nor I wanted nobody in my house I lived a seacret and hidden live away from all that citys urban crazy house effect.

I belive that  in my life I had a few clixam moments where I did change from time to time. And I am about to tell of one of them or maybe two. It began from the night time. I had a dream that my beloved husbend was about to merry our princces Diana. I woke up all is weat. Ofcource it was just a dream I knew that my dear John would never have done that to me knowing my attitude he would crash me to nothing.

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Next morning I was planting some tomatoes and went to see how are my beloved apple trees are doing. There I saw a note on my garden tools.
"My dear Mica

I know all this year you have waited for me. I know all your steps and I am more than sure that you were more than a good wife and have done all of duties you have been asked for. But I feel that I did not compleat my duty to you and there for I have to leave you. King have approved my decision and now you are free to go my charm. In order to eascape the dishonour tell that I die. Be in mourm for a few monts in all your sorrows and black, but then find a deasent husbend. I leave you a house to go, and a money. I am sorry but this is the cruelty of the world and sooner or later you would find out of my shamelles pashion for our princces.
Your always John"
Note have fallen from my hend, tears have run trough my cheeks and sour taste have touched my lips.

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And then I walked home not realizing all what have heppened
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I went to my guest room to draw something to help me realize what i am feeling. And than something inside of me broke. My head droped on my palms and sobs came out of my mouth.

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I hated my self I wanted to pill of the skin from my face.
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But it wouldent come of so I began to growl
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I could not stand it so began screaming.
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I was screaming louder and louder hoping the world to hear me, hoping that he would hear me and come back to me. I did not feel that I deserved that kind of punishment in my life.
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I felt that at this point I lost everything that was beign in value for me. I lost a point and meaning in life, I was living a life that I have been told to live and now only source of my living was destroyed. I desidet to sell house and brought old farm in dark courner of our forrest far away from other living sourcess.
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I have chenged, the black become the color I only saw in my way, where I went only darkness and cold would follow me.
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Soon I even began to hate myself and the way I look so I desidet to cover up everything that would show a lady in me.
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Never again did I have a tear in my eye. I knew that there will be no way back where I have came from.
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But something had to change sooner or later I know that. I felt that something is coming. And one night I have put on my mourm gown and dressed my self in huge flafy dress that I was trying to hide myself and went outside to see my new destiny.
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It was he a count the one person that I have rejected but still he came back to me.
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"Oh my dear Micaonella, I did hope to see you here, but my god how have you changed. I do not recall seeng you so dark and groom."
"Time changes and you know this"
"Indeed I do"
"Have you came here to tell me of my age?"
"My dear sunshine only a year have passed that I havent seeng you, what age are you trying to call me upon?I have come to thee to see you my love"
"Havent I rejected you"
"Indeed my love you did, but the arrow of the Cupid did not destroyed me completley and I still found some strenght in me to come here and find you."
"Why did I reject you?"
"Why indeed because you'we been marriend but since you divorces I think I do have a chance in compiting for your hand."
"Compiting"
"Yes my love, your mama have put you in spot light as of most wanted wife, I am ready to take you as the wife eve if you not innocent any more, and I am ready to give away as much your mama wants me to."
"So now I am a thing that you can buy at the carnaval?"
"Oh no my love that is not what I have ment to say..."
"Indeed you have told me enough"

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"My love dont be like that"
"HOW DARE YOU CALL ME A LOVE, THERE IS ONLY ONE THING THAT IS KEEPING ME AWAY FROM TEARING YOU APART, WHICH IS MY DIGNITY THAT HAVE LEFT IN ME, UNLIKE IN YOU.
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He pulled me close that I could see his every eyelesh and smell his aroma of mature man.
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I wantded to push him away but he was too strong and then I felt a somebodys lips touching my, the harsh but passioned kiss have poisoned me and forced to give up.
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Tears have come out from me eyes, but I knew the were part off the play that I have been taken in place.
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"Hush my love, I know what you feel" soft voise replayed to my sobs.
I felt his head on my shoulders and more tears came out, I wanted cry more not because I felt bad nor did it hurt me, it was because I wanted him to feel my tears on his ceeks and trough the clothes, I wanted to feel like I am hurt and he would treat me special.
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He picked me up and hold up like a child that was in need of care.
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"Remember the dance that I would dance with you in white hall"
'Indeed my master"
He stood streight and well plaiced and help his up for me and then took me in his possesion ready to walz.
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I felt that my life was becoming different but I knew that I would nver go back to what I have runned away from.
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"be not affraid my love I will protect you from all shame and demage that he have done to you my love"
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"Do protect me" I told in most silky voise I did want to feel the passion in my moves and kisses but all that fror me did not gave me a statisfaction of a love that was supposed to be here

Did you heard that Micaonella already found her supouse?

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Really my girl did not even had a desent eve.

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To whom, o whom  she will marr?
Oh this ne fashion manners
I heard it is a general
I heard it is our wearry prince.
Dont be silly he is 8"

Micas mother came in to the room.
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Oh mrs.Mysteiber ho do you do
As  far as I can see, better that you do -replayed she with a treat in her voice.
Ho does your dother feel, is she well
Better than she was
Ho do  your son in law do?
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I think  that you  would like to found ot his name
Oh we do, we do, we have  interast in it we do.
It is no one other than our count.
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Can it be?
Sound that it can. Count was desparate to take my dothers hand.
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How much  did it cist him?
Probobly a few coins - laughed one of ladyies
lady, my lady,  do you so cheep on your only child? If you are it is not me than, he gave me  twenty chest filled with gold and twenty five with pure diamonds.
This cannot be true
Why not, my lady dosent my dothe cost it?
This street filthy...
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Who may I ask  you are talking about ?
Oh the cont ho do you do.
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I do better than you do, but may I ask to whom your sweet words were addressed?
To the servant my lord, no one other my lord.
I think that this servant is better than you do.
As you wish as you say my lord.
And I say that findother things to do or it will be a metter of a crown to intrude and decide when your gossips ends.
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Well as you noticed I have slight a bit different life. Now soon I will become a contess and everything my husbend posseses will be my.
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Do not think that I am all in to money I know, or rather I feel thatI have changed, but not that mych from outcide than from incide.
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I have realize  that I had  to beon my own  and that there is no master  but I now. I will act as a loyal wife, but I have to do something in my life that other couldent.
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I wated to be a one, one out of millions the one who shold be remmembered.
I liked y new house, but  we will not be there for ling, our new homewas ider a constraction for now.

But for now I had to stay here in the middle of gossips, but it still was ok. I liked the garden  we had there.
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I used to go to the lyberynt and hide there from myself.
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It was a summer so I was tere every night.
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At first I was dancing around the fountein, but than my shoe slipst  and I fall on the ground. Thats when it  hit me, my destiny tild me what to do.
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But suddenly I heard  somebodys foot steps.
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I jumped on my  feet and liyed on the bench like I was asleep.

For a few moments I was just lying there, I thought that if it is was a servent he will think that I am not some king of cheeter, but just that I was tierd and fall asleep here when the sun did not came down. But it was no servant it was no other than Fransisc. I saw his shadow on the gras onder barly opened eyelashes.
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He came up so close tat I cold even feel his eyes on me. I felt that I was loved and belogned here,  was secure and able to servive.  I felt like I was in the right plase and he would never let me go.
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He was about to walk away from me, ut I could not let that happen it was my duty for now to make him happy I owe him at least that much.
"Oh my love why havent you woke me up?"
"I did not want to disturbthe angels healing dream."
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"How have you found me?"
"I see you here every day from my window, I know how lonley you are while I have to do my duty as a count. But no worry my love soon we will be gone from this hell"
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'My heart do not know no other word than heavn when I am with you."
"My angel you so pale as the cloud after raine. Have you eaten something today? Or is it that old mops that made all dirty rumors around you that bothers you?"
'No worries my love" I closed my eyes and kissed him hoping that my lies and whitnes  of my face will cover everything.
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I came here to see you on sertain perpous."
'Why, and what perpous is that?'
"Last time I did not have done it properly but I think this time it will work out well."
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He bend his knee ans  cleared his troat
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"My Dear Micaonella, the first time I saw you I thought that you are beautifull, but when I got to know you better I thought that you are amazing and without you my life would be nothing."
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"By giving you this ring I want to bond our destyny together, it is a weary first ring my mother had from her grand mother  that was passed in our family for generations and now it is your turn to honor it with your finger and soul, it is a time for you bring honor and happiness toour home."
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"I ask you, no I beg you to accept this ring and my soul with it, my dear love do you or do you not have a courage and desire to posses it?"
"I do my love I do, for now and for the rest of my life I will wear this engegment ring as a sybol of my love to you, I will accept it as my loyal obeyness to you."
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I have put it on my finger and I saw how he  have breath with a relieve.
'That was close one, I was afraide that you would deny my favor."
'That is a big favor of you I laughed. But if i did yours can i ask one in return"
"Any your esire is my command which I will forthfill."
" I want to marry you"
"Ofcourse we will in a month as w have planned.'
"No I want to be your wife now!!!"
"Well as I told any favor for you is my comand. Lets marry now if we an find a priest."
'No time for it  we have some ols ladys in ball rooms I think that will do as for vitness of our connection."
"Let it be as you say my love."
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Aw, so romantic - or so it seems.  I'm really curious about her now - she's got something going on, and it will be fun to see what it is.

Do you remember where you got her hair?  It's gorgeous.

It's not bad.  I've seen so much worse out there, believe me. :)

So, I should probably give you a tip and ask a question.

TIP: I believe you have the right expansion packs, so if you put "ShowHeadlines off" in the cheat code panel, then you can remove a lot of those thought bubbles, relationship change headlines, etc.  Although- with or without it, it's still pretty good.

Question: Where did you find that bed that your protagonist sleeps in?

usualy all my stuff I get on modsims, but if you give me your e-mails I can give you so many fun web sites with anyique stuff and so on. That what you saw there its now even the stuff I have. But I could get better If I donate on one web page soon I gonna have bank account I will buy ftuff and promice to share with you.

I just had time to change and do my hair, my mother and few of her friends were stanished with this. But they were kind of happy, my mother cryed a river in front of altar watching me in white dress that she picked so my weist would be so thin as a natch.
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For a few moments we all stood there just thinking what would we do next.
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My Fransisk was the one who came out of the situation.
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My dear, my life, and my soul we gathered here to connect our souls at this hour. With this ring that I put on your finger I put a promice of a gentlemen, lord and loved husband in front of you these people and god that I will love you and be by your side for ever and more.
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With this ring I promice to be a good wife and mother - sayaed I hoping that it would be true - by putting this ring on your finger I give promis to the Lord that I will be by your side for ever and even more"
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'Oh my dear, my little girl" I heard my mother crying outloud but I thought that this was one of her fake tears that she used to do so the gentle men would help her.
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Let this kiss bond our life to eturnity and not even a death will tear us appart at least we would want to" He told me in  gentle voise. His hands touched me and he pushed closer to me to give me a kiss of passion fire on his lips.
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That was the day when I become  a countess and that was a night when I changed the life of one little women and destiny of other Europeans.

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"That is it, our new home" sayed Fransisk in a gentle voise.
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I was stanished by its look, the house was huge. I never saw anything quete like it. I runned to the door with such an exitment like a child in Christmass morning  hoping to grab his precent.
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I came up cloce to the beautifell white door and I looked inside of a huge hall.

It was emptu not counting 2 couches that whas brigned for my comfort.
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I came incide and from that moment I knew what was my job here. I have a promise to my self that this house would be remmembered for a good wife and for a woman that made difference. I felt that  this wall's will protect my secret, but not for long, at least not long enough.
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I have build the house not literary, but all furnushing all reputation was gained by me.
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All servants was cerfully choosen, well paid and trained by me. My house had its own rules, it had its own "ethiket"  and if somebody would not obey them, this person  would be banished from MY house. It was one of most desireble pleses because it was hard to get in to. Everybody knew that there was no gossips, no way inn trough friend, I had to know person or meet them and have interast and trust only then they could intrude in my privet space. People would find there peace and relaxetion interasting stories and new news, all elegant dresses from Frence and new exports could be ordered only though me or king. My space become decireble and if they want to be there they had to pay a price but not by paying money but there would be a different payment.

Hi guys I got the Sims 2 Free time, It will take me a while to restore a furniture in game but I will be done soon, and on saturday there will be new posts

guys i have problem of going incide of sims house i can load it. so i think i might re due some stuff

I hope you get the issues worked out, Owl, I'm enjoying your story.  The house is massive!  Did you build it yourself?

Yeah it was kind of essy, the most thing that I liked about it It is an attic you will see what is going on there

hey listen up guys I have to restore the whole city. So while I will do that I will post up the constraction of the house so  you will know how it is looks like from incide the whole thing.

well it is what i do now
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Hey guys Imma done here check this out

I made a new style of dining room That I thought was more comfy but I wouldent keep it for long.
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Every day  beign at that white table was like a tradition for us not plesure that I expected, so I was thinking to change things around to bring more life to our house.
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"Whats that dor on the third floor in the bathroom" asked once my husbend.
I become really nerveous, I did not like to lie, but I felt that my life was actually an lie for me and everybody around us.
"It is servant section"
"I did not requested for door to be there"
"Oh my love do not be mad but I did, I thought that if door would be there it will be easier for them to look afther our future children and clean up"
"My love dont be sorry you know that I would never be mad at you and I think that this decision was cleaver of you."
"THank you my lord"
I hoped he would never know what I did there while he was away from home.
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I used to dress in my underdresses and skirts in order to do something in the attic. Something that would indifferent from all women on Earth at this time.
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THat room was my labratory where I would make different experiments.
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People that I welcomed in my house while my husband was away was pirates and traders that I would ask to bring me something from other parts of the world.
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While I had time to myself I was studying different phenomenons and  read books  of different phylosophers and scientists that I felt would help me rice.
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I could not hide it for long from him, I had other duties and soon I had to show myself in the most living rooms in the town otherwise it would be a shame on my house, and one of the guestrooms that was in the pallace that I would not enetered for all money in the world. But it is a different story. Tonight I decidet to make some improvment as a loyal wife and make my husband happy.
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I had to be something that I was never before for him, but what? I had to give him what he desired the most. Something that would change our reputation in  our town and explaine my abcense.
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That night he came tierd and really groomy I could feel that just by looking at him from my window upstairs in living quaters. I ordered my servant to send for him in order to accomplish my mishion. He came in with a wrinkled smile, I was lying in the bed in my white dress that my mother told was a sybol of my innocense.
"Why the sky is so groomy mo love?" Asked I with a fake depression on my face
"NOthing to worry my sun, while I am with you nothing can take my happiness away. Dont be depressed everything will be all right"
"Come lyie with me and spare this bed with me tonight"
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"I was thinking" Began I with a fake trouble on my face " and I felt a bit lonley in this house..."
"I am sorry my love but it is a matter of a crown I am serving to"
"I know, I know and there is nothing that I am blaming you for. I just thiught that we might, well I want to give you a desent warrior that would be having your name and than would continue your dynasty so everybody would be thinking how desent this count is"
"Are you telling me what I think you do?"
"I do not know wather you think that my lips speak of but I know one thing I was to give you a son that you and I  would love..."
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I think there is nothing to be sayed to what happened next. But to what to be happened.

I did not know what went wrong but I did not felt that I was having child even afther few moths, but we still kept on trying I even brought some stoned from india that is to be belived would give me an ability to have children.
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I kept on trying but what I felt sorry for it was my huband. Very day he came home with a smile now and was acting like I was  about to bring him child any moment.
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I was  trying to tell him that I am not pregnant and maybe will never have children but he never would listen me and just kissed me with a passion that I would never expected from him.
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I promiced myself that no matter what I will bring himn a child even if I would have to take all town incide out to find a way.
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At first I was looking an answear in stars and than I have read in the book that there is on night in the year when stars make an arrow  that points to the moon and this night will give me an ability to have child. Thats why every eve from than on I was spying on the giants og the univerce.
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Very clever!  I like her secret lab and that she asks pirates to bring her things from all over the world so she can do her little experiments.  I'm very interested in this character and look forward to finding out more about her and what she's up to.  The house is stunning - very beautiful and certainly looks like it's a palace.

THanks, I have like 50 pictures already but Imma really lazy to put them up yet cus it was my moms birthday so I had to do all clean up and my parents broad me  me computer dest and shelf for all my books.ITs Huge like 7 feet hight and  7 feet long

Finaly I got pragnant, and was ready to give a birth. I hoped that this will bring a prosperity and happines in our home. I cut my hair in order so I will not feel hot because I tendet to sweat alot and Fransisk did not let me to eat not less than 5-6 times a day and lots of fruts that he felt would help me to maitain a bit of weight and  keep chilf fed happy and safe.
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Anywere I went I felt like he was by my side what was making me happy  and  while I was carring for his child he got an opportunity to stay home with me.
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He gave me complements kissed and was trying to pleace me so I would be happy, and I actually was happy because once more I felt to be belogned in one place.
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I enjoyed when he kissed my hand kindly, I felt that this was a payment for all the work I have done. I began now to understand how some women felt while they were loved.
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I knew that he would be a loving father I felt it with all my soul. And for a momets I thought  that I have felt the happines of my child that his father here by our side. Thats what I told to my self that we are both loved and we both will do great things in this world.
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sometimes I felt like telling him everything. He was my husband for gods sakes, I thought it is was my duty to do this. But when I sturted to tell him my ideas and something I have read in books...
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Well he just smiled like I was crazy and did not knew what in haven I was talking about.
Then he become really groomy and sunk in his thoughts.
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The rest of our lunch was quet and really in tendes I could feel presure in the air.
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Afther lunch he went in the kitchen and have drunk several cups of coffe.
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Iwanted to tell him that It will be no good for his health, but before I could say do atlest open my mouth he runned in hallway.
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From there like a crazy  rabbit that was chased, he runned  to the gates.
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For a few moments he just stood there and then he took carriege and  drow some where.
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I was affraid that he would not come back and I didnt have a clue where he might go. I just wished he wolud be there for me and my future offspring.
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I hoped and preyed to myself that this  lunch might never happened it probobly was just my imiganation. But no I did know it was real.
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I had no choice but just to wait for him. I felt that this experements had brought more trouble for me than something usefull. I decidet I would put this all away untill I would be ready. And for now I had to be in peace.
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I found an activity that I thought was usefull.
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I liked to draw oh God I did,  but for some reason I was drawing pictures of a warrior but this women was not like our time warrior, they were different and I knew that the time did not yet began for them to come in to this world, so I was hiding them.
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Thats when I heard carriege to pull up by  the enterance, I saw my dear husband and a little shadow by him, I thought that It was a guest. But I had no interrast in acepting no one today. I just wished to be alone and stayed there hoping to escape this torture.

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"Mica my love can I disturb your peace and ask you to come and meet some one that I think will help you"
Oh my god, that is it he briught a priest or a doctor I thought tha is it to me life they will find a lab or will suspect something I just may as well now give myself to the gudje and tell him I am a devils maid this would give a same effect. I think that whole my life was spining now in my eyes before me. Ofcource what did I expect from a person who is religious and well placed. He did not want me to bring a shame on his family.

To be continued...

Guess whats gonna happen next?

Uh-oh.  This doesn't sound good.

"Oh my who can this be?" asked I with a fake surprise on my face.
'Come here, do not be affraid"  but this were not addresed to me, I ooked  around the corner and there I saw something that I did not expec to see there, it was  little child  in the white dress, her white hair was tied  up and she was white as little chick. He huged her and turned  hid head.
"This is our child, your dother"
I was stunished, I did not expect this.
"come here child" I sayed  quetly, shyly she came up, at that point I understude what he did now. He wanted me to get away from my crazy thoughts, and by  giving me a child  that I would be able to communicat with, it could be a little someone  who I would take care of.
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"What is your name child?"
"Viola" sayed  she in  shy voise "Why your belly so big and round"
"Well there  is a baby in it, if you want to  you can listen  what it does there"
She puted her ear on my tomy and listened closley
'Oh my he pushes" she replayed surplisely
"That means he likes you"
"who will this be"
"Heaven knows child, but we can hope only for good, and love what we get."
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"If I will tell him something will he hear me?"
"If you will speak with love than angel will let you"
"My little sibling, now I am your sister, if you promise not to hurt mama than I  promise to play and share with you for the rest of my life, but if you do I still will love you but I will be really noisy and silly dilly"
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I laughed, the  tears  have came out of my eyes. It was like a dream, I had a family, a love, child an little angel in my life. I was happy and at peace now.
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Ofcource I did not gave up on my expiriments, but I have to be carefull. I had a child in my house and was expecting another one soon. They both had to be loved so I had to regain strenght for really long time.
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That eve we had a dinner toghether I felt like I was in heaven and nothing mattered for me more like this moment in my life.
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Fransisk smiled and toasted to the new family. I did not ask where  did child came from, I did not care as long as it is my and we all were happy. I trusted him I knew that he would not do anything bad. It was not that knid of person.(http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh73/ReginaSova/48652.jpg)

That eve for first time in mont  he had have held my hand, I thought  that any moment I would flew up in the sky.
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"I will go and rest, it was exiting day for us" he told me in gentle voise of his
"Indeed it was my love no worries go on sleep an angel and our love will protect your peace while  I take care of things in the house"
"You should not do all the dirthy work, espeshally in your condition!"
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"Do not be mad at mama, I will help her, I like to help my mama"
I do not know what everybody else ever felt but I was happy that I had a person who I could rely upon on and this person could rely on me. I even thought of telling her about my secret and my desires so one day she could continue the things that ai have began. I wanted her to be also different from thouse women stereotypes. I wanted us to be perfect in our own way. But it was too early for that yet. If I would tell her that she might tell someone not because she is a traitor but because she is so naive yet. But sertanaly knew she would be the one I could trust and pass my duty on.
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Hey guys Imma done with the story on my computer I will put out everything by Monday I hope

It took me time to feel in the room for her. But I tryed as hard as I could, to make her  not only  feel like home, but also I wanted her to feel love and belonged here.
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At first I was spying  on her  sleeping in ner new bed. Than she  was playing with the doll house that  was specialy designed for her, I thoughts that this will make her happy. But, well there is always a but. I know  that I  loved her ans she might  that too, but  she needet a friend that I could not be.
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I felt like we are both prisoner of our destiny. She like me did feel lonley like me and was trying to find peace in isolation.
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You might remmember me, if not for those who dosent know my name is Micaonella. I live in 1620's in the begining od time called witch hunts  which  is not know on history pages. But I do feel that history of my existance has to be told. I feel that past has nothis to do  with us yet but it dosent have to be abondoned.

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This is my husband Fransisk, he is 25 and well know count  in our town. Also he is caryng husband and good futher.
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This is me, well not the best part of me but still  its the way I am.
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I enjoy reading, and writing my ideas, because there are no other way I can tell the world about them, other wise I would be hunted down by church.
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For now I do all dirty job at home because I enjoy doing  that. This makes me feel alive.
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I love animalsm, by the way  I have  hawk.
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And also a dog I love them both but the dog a bit  more because it is a reminder of my past. In my times not all people had a hobby naming dogs. At least for me it was friend that didnt speak my language.
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Well that basically that it what I do exsept for my seacret.I hope you can keep seacrets. Dont worry for our time my dids are perfectly legal and safe, but back that it wasnt. Women was no more as the face of house. They have to be always there and ready to be with thair master. But I wasnt like this I wanted to be more, this wat could be dangerous for my life if somebody would know what I do in the attic. Well the outcome of this would be in best case I would be hanged in worse I would be tortured and burned.

I liked to do everything by my self but I needet help and as always happens help comes when you not expect her to come.
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This two ladys were kind of ment to be my servants. Before I  got pregnant I had servants that I trained my self. But than I had to  let them go in order to have all peace for my self. I wanted to say no to this ones because I never liked people who tryed to get in my compony without my own wish.
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"Oh plese madam I really do need this job I have a child on my own I need her a house or we will starve to death, and winter comes."
"Why my house has to be place where I feed you"
"A new king John when came to power he told all servants to go away and because of it no other master wants to take us."
Oh my John, my ex-husband now came to power and that means no good will come out of it. Well if this means the war between houses let the war beging because I will take this two servants.

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At first I wasnt sorry for taking them in, because  my servant really had a dother which was aproximetly as old as my Viola. Now i thought they would not be lonley and I insisted us to belike a famioly. We had more than enough place for that.
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Now that I had them  things around house become much more easy to take care of. And i thought this would be a begining of a new family.

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I enjoyed watching children play, I knew they were not tied to me by blood by they were like my. And at any moment I would expect a new born angel in my life.
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"My lady, I think that times are oushing close,  madame Gezele (my main servant) told be it would be the best for you to sleep away from the count in order to give a peace for both of you. In new quater  you will be closer to birth room and  to madame Gezele."
'No worries my friend, i still want to be with count I do not think this will worry him, this news event at the middle of the night will make him happy."
"As you wish my lady"

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Well that was my mistake, in the middle of the same night I was giving a birth.
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'How is she?" Asked Fransisk afther hours of waiting and listening to screams aand cry's.
'My lord, may I ask you to sit because the news that I have was brigned from the hell."
Fransisk did not listened untill the end he runned to the room where I have been birth to our child.
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At that time I did not knew what evil have I brought to my house. How could I know.
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I have lost my hopes, my dream was ruined. I did not wanted to see nor carede abouth anything.

Oh my I even might finish tonight if I will feel well. And I started other story that I hope you will enjoy it will be more modern but a bit different kind of problem I came up with it while I was working.

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Afther this I become what russians call "Zeleznaya ledi" or Iron lady which means I did not felt anything nor did I care, the meaning of my life was lost for me, lost and stolen for ever. I hated my self and everything around me I even stopped my expiriments because I felt that god have punished me because of them.

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I found a new style for my self that I belived was a sign of my crime, and a sign that I am trying to change. My body remained closed for everybody else. Not ven I slept with Fransisk nor did I talk  much to him.

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Well we did talked, after this I remmember only one our conversation while he was drawing be outside our house in fall.
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"You really beautifull my love"
"No beauty  will have mersy on our god"
"Do not blame your self my love, It is noy your fault it's not just ment to be but we still do have Viola and I can bring other children from home less house, or we can keep on trying."
"Trying another murder."
"It is no murder if the child wasnt born yet."
"So you telling if child didnt born its not a person"
"Yes it is a person"
"But the law and commendments say if we kill a person it is a sin"

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"Honey I did not wish to make you mad."
"Oh now I am a mad person may you now send me to special houser?"
He looked at me like I have crushed his heart in to the million pieces. I didnt even care I just stood there upright like a queen.
"Our queen have invited you to their room"
"Well finaly they did" I replayed and I didnt even knew why, I dont even think I cared abouth their balls nor gossip room

But by this reply I agreed to go there and I could not change my word. At that time our country  experienced some economic problems, so the royal family could not affor much even queen had a crown, and with a new king who spendet all money on colonies and wars between them had poored the country. Only my house worked well enough  to be in prosperity.
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I did went there but not everything was like in fairytale that my mother lod me, queen was looking bad and tierd her hair stucked out from different sides.
"Your majesty" sayed I in the sweet sarcastic voise and bend my knee a bit. "My name is Micaonella, wife..."
"Oh there is no need of telling me who you are, I am just glad to see  a women abouth whom a whole town are dying to gossip"
"Oh not all"
"Indeed all, it soundet strange that we havent seen you in  our gues rooms and balls."
"I had a hard time on my own"
"Oh my dear I did heard about hat nonsense insedent, I am sorry for your husband I really do know how he desired that child"
Sorry your lousy ass I thought to my self.
"thank you, your majesty I will tell this to my husband I think your words will help his come to his sence."
"Oh your words like a honey for me, I am really happy that your family are serves us, without you I do not know what would we do"
Yeah espeshelly if you stole my husband b&@ch.

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Oh by the way did you met my child Rossa.
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I bend my head down and saw a little beautifull gird with a curly brown hair she was about 3-4 yeard old about a same age that my own child would be by now. Her eyes were sad and deep like my, and I felt an instant connection between us. I just wanted to hug her and tell everybody that she is my. But I knew better than that tha I cant do that to a royal child.

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"Hello my name is Micaonella but you jmay call me Mica" I sayed
She looked at me with thouse deep eyes of her and replayed.
"Do you like teddy?"
"Who is teddy honey?"
"Teddy the bear, my nanny have maid it for me by her own hands it is a only toy that I have, but do you like Teddy"
"Oh my I do like teddy and also the dolly, my dother has bunch of them if you wish I promice to bring you sum"
"But your dother will have nothing to play with!"
"Do not worry she has lots of them, and since you have an only one I just have to give  you more"

peeps I beg you who reads it tell your opinion even if its bad I need to know to what to work on and just it is really inspires me, espeshally is you tell what will happen next on your opinion, or how do you feel.
P.C. Love my new family on insimenator

Wow - you sure have been busy.  The palace is beautiful.  Did you build it?  I'm glad she has Viola to keep her company.  I have a funny feeling about Rossa, though.  I look forward to seeing if my suspicions are correct.

No this plase I didnt build but I have put a armor and some corrections incide

"May I pleace ask you for a dance madame" I turned around on a voice that I have heard already. It was him, he who destroyed my life, he who I hated most of all. It was John, well king John now. I had to bow before him but I did not  hail my head in respect like others do. I just looked in his eyes with all the hate in this world.
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I just had to accept his invitation, otherwise it would be a bad thing to do, and I will be not able to come here again, I wanted to come here again, I didnt know why but I wanted.
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Rossa sat on a chair and with her sad eyes she looked at me.
"Isint she charming?" asked he with an evil smile on his face.
"Indeed she is, how old is she?"
"3, why are you interasted in her? Dont be, while Im here dont be"
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I felt like I will trow up on him.
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He kept squizing me, I thought if I would be a queen I qould poison him a long time ago.
"How does Fransisk doing,  was ust thinking to send him on a battle field as my secretary to the Russia."
"You wouldent dare"
"YOu sayed something?"
"Indeed I did, I sayed you would not dare because you need him here otherwise all economy would be completley crashed people already are revolving, and with this new witch hunts it became more difficult to survive."
"Yes it is because you never know whose name will be puted out on te trial list."
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"If I were you I would mov to the castle to join me I will offer you protection in exchange of your servise" He sayed with a crooked smile.
"A servise of a girl that stands on the corners of the streets?"
"I wouldent put that this way, but if you want to see it this way than yes, I want you as my prostitute."
"What abouth queen?"
"She wasnt in my bad sinse she gave birth to Rossa, I do not have problems with that I have others who can feed my hunger."
I just wanted to punch him in a face and amke him cry I could not stand his smile
"I would nave to not to accept your offer I do belive I am a good honored wife and did not do anything bad, if god feels that I have to be killed by our trial I will accept my duty."
"As you  wish"
I wnt to the Rossa she told me abouth different beautifull gems that she have saw on mommy when she was a bit younger.
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I could not stand it I just had to go other wise I would go crazy, I just wished she would be my child.
But she wasnt.
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Wow!  Pretty cool stuff.  I really loved the conversation between her and the king.  She acted every bit the demure lady she is supposed to be.  Great update!  And I can't wait to find out how John destroyed her life.

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I do not know why bt Iwasnt affridof John, nr of the court no more I kn it was a tter of time when they get to me. They got everybody.
Oh I did not tell you yet aot what happened?
While I was pregnant and all that, the witch hts began, nobody knows from who it started nor why, only thing that everybody knew that it was dangerou to be in close contact with someone, nor it was safe to be somebodys enemy. But I did not care I was ready for it, I did not felt that I deserved to be called a witch I was a good women, but I was having a sin in fron of the good by doing my expiriments. I do not belive that they were a crime. But if hunters got hold of somebody they would be tortured untill tehey give theright amount of names.

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A letter came to me a very next day, I felt that this was kind of set up and John knew what was going on, he was the one who revealed my name.

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I had no choise but to obey or I would brng much more trouble to my house. I did not really care d what will happen to them but I knew it is was my duty to protect them, because I was the one who is cmmited a crime.

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It was hard for me even to walk down the steps, each step was like a root of the three pulled out from the earth.
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Oh my gated, I am there by them their squiking sound tells menot to go, but I  cant stop my legs, and I cant cry no tear are in my dryed eyes.
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I looked around and I knew that I will never be back alive here, I would nevr again be a mistress of this house. I turned my head to the other side and felt breze of changes in my face.

wow, this is a great story!
Beautiful dresses and homes, wonderfully built and thought of.
oh my, i hope the court case will go well...

Thank you  I apriciate alot of your comments I will put out the court case tonight

Very nice story, so far. Dobr

thank you

I know by now you would like to know what hapen later, ofcource why otherwice were you reading?
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Well meet THE COURT it was a place influenced by church, it was not far from graveyard what made this place even more creepy for me. I hated it from a very moment I saw it, but more I hated about this plase it is what was inside.
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For example this door. Looks nice right? But dont be fooled the ones who goes trough is only prisoners who woild be sent to cell or to torture room.

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Well this doors are not so nice but this the ones that I saw first  in a way to my cell because I was the victem of the day. Well what can I say those things happened at that time.
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Well the only thing that was left for me is to sit and think.
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Over a time I was trying to make my self more comefortable  realizing that it would take a bit more time for me to stay there.
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After a few hours I was dasparate, I understude that my ass was busted, and there would be no way out of this hell.

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Oh yeah this not so nice doors lead to torture room but we will come back to them later.

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Afther few days I was sent to a saperate cell while I was out to breath a freah air afther a cold cell, I saw a graweyard. Well no fresh air for me today I thought to may self I almost laughed but in my position this would be weird and would get me in more trouble.

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Well as you can see I am  now in front of my new prison cell witch designed more isolated for dangerous prisoners.  It  was a small  room  about 10 feel long to 7 feet wide.

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I know that  there was no other choise for me, but to just accept and enjoy my misery here. I did not know how long I would be kept here, I did not know even  how many days passed, I have been eating, slleping and measuring my prison. Or sometimes I  was lying in the bed  listening to the conversations between other prisoners and guards. Once I overheard  conversation that I wished I didnt.
"They will burn us, burn us all alive like a rats on that other ship."
"Shash Easter, just  agree that you are a witch and they will just ask you for a names. If you give them enough of them they will releas you."
"But I am a good women ot a criminal!"
"Dont you understand? They do not care! They will torture you and you will say somebodys name. There were no one, you hear me no one who could stand the torture."
"No i will  not say nobodys name
"I sawa women who send her own tn children and husband and mother on fire."

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Everybody pleace stand up and face the cross that was blessed with a gods will and justice. And now swear upon this cross to be faithfull and good child of god and say only a truth and nothing but truth.
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(As you can see finaly I was brought to the court to finaly try to stend infront of "justice")

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Nice lady on the right is my defendor, and not so nice  guy on the left is my persicutor.
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This two not so nice guys  are  guard ion prison and  witch huntes they get to be your witneess also and  they torture you. Nice company right?

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Ms. Micaonella do you or do you not accept accusations agains your self thet you are so called a witch who tryes to destroy the influence  of the charch and disobey the god's will?" asked a main judge
"No I do not your higness"
"So how would you explain the death of a child that did not even had a chance to take his very first breath in this world"
" It was really hard to deliver a child and there was something wrond chil was born dead"
"Or maybe you sucrafice him to the devil so he will give you something in exchange"
"How dare you to say such a things to a mother who lost her child!!"I was furious

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"Oh I do quete dare my child, I have seen so many times how mother would be ready to sucrofice not ony her cildbut hr wn sold to the devil"
"I did not have any busness with a devil nor have I sold anything to him"
"Then you will not object answearing us a question that was kind of a clue for us to this mystery. Do you or do you not recognize this book"
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"Ofcource I do it is my book that you have stolen from my library"
"I wouldent say that this was charch does not steal thing everything that is your is belonged to the god and by his will we can have possesion over it at any time"
"Allright I undertude this is a new way of calling stealig"
"If you wish to put it this was than let it be so, but the real question is why such a nice women have a possesion over this book witch contains evil in it, also how you would explain that while our country is at war your house is in prosperity and able to live without a worry?"
"I am a respected women and I have a high connections all over a world"
"About your respect is it a questionable autority, as far as we invistagate people are affraid of you ay that you neve seen in public and alsotastrangehing re going on inthe attic, our servants see you walkin in underwear and smell like  powder."
"I do hide seacrets your higness on myown but tey do notcontaine evil deeds"
"Than I cannot say so my dear, you see this book is forbidden by the church because it is to be belived deliver a bad toughts and ideas to the people, and by only this measures I can say that you are guilty,  you will be send to the question room where you will answear questions to our needs. And than only God him self will decide will the mersy shine on you or not."

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I was taken to the torture room, but I promiced to myself that no matter what  if even I need to scream only words that ould come out of my mouth will be that I am innocent.
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I was undressed and placed on holding banch waiting for other wictems to be  tortured, I have listened for their cry's it only made me weaker and I felt sick. I was in the room where nothing was hidden and I could see what was ahead of me.
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I hope that I do not need to explain what this all four you can imagine it, but better dont because my stomach not that strong any longer.

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I was placed on the board when my turn finaly came, but this wasent an ordinary board it  had chaind and spikes that was moving out and on behind you. They questioned me if I am a witch nor do I know others or did I went to witch Sabbatah. My every answear was "I am innocent" and each time I screamed it louder and louder.
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spikes were getting in my skin and I knew that this pain would never end,  my body did not listened to me and was trying to escape causing me more pain. At leas my mouth was onest with me, it did not told  a word of lie.

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My new room was now more isolated without even a window, or ability to listen to other prisoners trough the walls. Room was completley white, exept for the blood stains  that dryed on the walls and floor.  This room was a torture it self pushing you to commit suiside.

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Somebody carried me to the bed and dropped me there. I screamed with pain caused by spikes.
"A letter from count came, I will  read it for you" sayed a guard
"Mica

I am divorsing you, You have brought shame upon my  head and my house. I have talked to the judge, you will not be tortured no more and will die shortly. You will be  send on fire on October 6th."
Tears have runned from my burning eyes, I wanted to scream  but no sound came out of my  dryed out troath.
"You will be executed  tomorrow in the middle of the night."

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I was left  all alone I hated this world, that have hurt me so many times. I did not know why everything had to be so difficult. I hated it all and wished it will be gone. But one releaf came to my mind, It will end soon. I knew it did it was now just a matter of time.
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Whoa.  These last couple of chapter were very deep.  The horrible things she has to go through - first to be accused so horrendously, tortured, and then to find out that her husband is not only divorcing her, but she's to be executed as well.  The poor poor thing!

Awesome update, Owl!  Very powerful.  I look forward to reading more.  Great job!

It was the day, I did not know what day of the week  it was nor did I know what time or date it was. I just felt it, I felt it was a time for me to go on with this life. And as a answear to my thoyghts the cell door opened and a guard named Eric came in, he always wore a mask, I never saw him without it even on the trial.
"It is time" he sayed in the deep voise of his
"I know" with nub and  shaking  legs I stude on cold floor, I was like a child who  was taking his first steps. I would fall if it wasnt for Eric. He was always quete, and I would like him if he wasnt the one who tortured me. But I wasnt hating him he just did his job otherwise he would be put on trial too. He carried me down the steirs outside, where I would get  to breath a fresh air.
"Sun did not set yet" I sayed in disapointed voise
" I thought that you might want to see a sun the last time while you are alive."
"Thank you sir for your kindness but  do not wish to see this hell no londer."
It is not a hell, it is a heaven but you do not see it a way I do, if you want I will teach you how to see a world in a whole different way."
"There are no more time for that"
"Oh no Mica there is time there is always time, you just need to have strenght. Do you wish that I would show you?"
"There is not much choise for me"
"There is always a choise" he sayed and his eyes sparked with a mysterious light
"I do, I want to learn" answeared I, but it wasnt me it was my body who did all the action, but the real me was left behind.
I just remember  being in his arms.
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We danced and twirled, I was huging him, his hands were cold but I felt all warm incide out, I did not knew where this feeling came from. Then I slightly bend and felt his cheeks tounching my.
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I felt good and protected like never before. I began to kiss him, do not ask me why but I did, he did not answeared a kiss, because of the mask that was hiding  his face.
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But then I felt that his mask slidet off, I wanted to see his face but he began to kiss my cheeks and neck. I elt happy, no it wasnt happy it was something different. I do not know what but  I never have felt like this before. And then a strike of pain I felt on my neck. I did not know what this was I just felt the plesure of his kiss, and how  strengs was sucked from me each second. And then I saw nothing but darkness and taste of blood was left on my lips.
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I woke up in the complete darkness, I could not move walls were pressing on me from every corner. If this was hell it dosent sounds that bad yet. I tryed to move and my hand bagned on top wall and it moved a bit. I figured if I will puch harder than I might get out.
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I pressed my hand on the wall and it slid a bit open. I saw a strope of light. A light of hope has been born in my soul.
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I took all the strenght that I had and bushed a wall. From what I have saw I was shocked. I was siting incide of the coffin.  I almost fainted but I held my self  from this thought I could not faint in a "thing" like this no , not now.
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I slid out of it,  I did not know what to do. Where I had to go. I saw a door. I went and push it but it was closed.  I sat in the corner of the room behind a little ledder. I huged my knees and just notised that there is other coffin in this room. At first I thought it was Crypt. But  then I realized that it was too warm to be a crypt everything was clean and shined. I did not know what to think, i was like a rat trapped, I thought that I might have gone mad.

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I noticed that most of the walls was glass. And sun was rising from the horizon. And when sun was high to tell me that everybody was awake coffin have opened. I do not remember  what happened next. But my Eric told me that I was shaking and sitting in the corner, it was typical for a new born vampires. Now I knew how to call my madness. I was no mad, I was an devil it himself now. I was a Vampire a creature of the night for some reason still alive durnng a day time.

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It was weeks untill I came to my sense. I find out that Eric was a vampire, but no ordinary a high level vampire, or as they call them self's emperors, they was hardly different from people. Ofcource they drank blood but they were not depending on it. Eric was a low level emperor so he could not hide his teeth thats why umong mortals he wore mask. To become a higher level emperor he needet a blood of higher level  than he is. Only than he could be like a real human living for ee not even needng blood.

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I dd not drank blood eather an culd be turn back human at an time, befor I will spill the blood of human. Now I could eat just human food but it had to be spoiled oter wise I would trow up (this as one dsadvantage of beign upper level undead). I asked him why did he choose me to turn. But he simply replayed tat he was lookin for a woen whodid not ever flt love before. I was about to laugh but e was sereous about it.  Than I wondered why was he in the mask.
"When it will be time for you to go I do not want you to remember me"
That hurt me, but where will I go, will he kill me?
" Where will I go?"
"You are free to go whenever you want to I just saved you from deah by giving you a new life, ofcource with your permission. I will teach you how to live and then  you decide wheter you will stay or go further with your future and be something more than a Mica a house wife a wife of count."
These words have brought me to live and I remmembered what have happened. My husband, child, kung everything I thought I was looding my mind, if it wasnt for Eric I would have gotten mad. But there was something about him that kept me together he alays knew what to tell me. And I am gratefull for that.

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He told me that no matter if it is a day or night I always have to be myself but to not to forget that there is others others who wuld kill me just fr that and it wasnt only humans.
He bacome a really close person to me, he was like a lover that I never had before I always desired to be by his side. He was a father and brother for me, he was part of me that  was all these years in the shadow of the night.

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Well I think you got the picture how close we were, but  I felt that my life would not be accomplished if I did not do what I felt that should. Eric told me that it would be a huge mistake and I would be sorry for that but I did not listen to him. He was nice to me and just steped aside and left me doing what I wanted to accomplish.

In the mid of the night I came to him when he did not expected me. I knew that he would be surprised if you can say that when he sees me.
"Hello Fransisk" sayed I  staying in the shadow while he was undressing.
"Whos is there?" asked looking in the corner of the room. "Show your self"
"Why dont you recognize me?" Asked I ateping out of the shadow
His eyes narrowed
"How?"
"Why sp scared my love? You saw a ghost?"
" I see one now before me, a ghos of my love that have died. No I have gone mad it cant be you it cant"
"Oh my is it you consience that feels bad for sending me on fire?'
"No Mica I did not, they didnt even let me to see you"
Liar you betrayed me, but now you will pay for your crime like I payed for my loyalty.
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I throwed him a sword, he refuced to fight so I attacked, and he had to defeat him self. I was so mad that some how he striked a sord trough me. But it did not hurt me I just laughed.
"You not Mice, you are a devil in him self that came for my soul like a deamon that have taken a life of my love"

"I am your worst night mare and there is no sorryw for  you any more."
I striked  he was trying to fight back but I was too strong.
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"I killed him" I sayed to my self " I have killed him" I began to laugh, I was happy when others would cry.
"Oh yes you did my lady you killed him" sayed my servant and I turned around seen her and my Violet waking up.
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"YOu did kill him my majesty"
And then she began to laugh.
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"Oh how foolish you are"
"What do you mean" I asked feeling that there is a trick to everything.
"It was not your husband who betrayed you it was I who gave a book to the judge,  this was I who sent the letter, from the very first momenet I was working for the kings will. He was right you are a foolish women. I do not know how did you survive, but afthyer this nothing will save your filthy soul."
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Oh no what have I done, everything that I belived have crashed again.her laugh was in my ears I could not stand it I raised a sword and killed her.
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Then I herd her daughter bagan to cry and I killed her.
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Afther this I saw Viola, I was mad, I tought everybody was traitor I just could not controll my self.
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I went trough rooms killing evrything that was in my way I did not saw faces all I saw was blood and I desired it.
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Afther there was no one left I stopped I wanted to scream with a fury.
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But then I stoped I just droped a sword and sayed far well my home.
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I never came back I never dare to come to this live crypt. I did not want to see their spirits I did not want to become a thing that i was there.

Hi guy's I am sorry but that is it for today I do not feel good I think I got fewer or something worse. I am close to the end and then I will put a new book of my in I think that one will be better cause it is more modern and I have spend more time over it but it is not done yet. I wanted to put out 3 other  books of mine but I do not have half stuff of what I need and tp make one city it will take me a week. Not counting that I have school and other stuff, but my friends say it is the best story that I yet have. But we will see if I find a person who would help me it would go easier. And if my friend buys me video card than my computer will be much easier on sims.

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I knew that everybody was looking for me, but also I knew that nobody expected me to be alive and there was just one  more thing to do. And I knew exactly where I can find next victem!

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"Good morning your majesty!" I said in a nice sweet voise
"You how dare you come here... but you were executed. I saw you death in the coffin"
"You saw my body, but now my strong spirit are here to kill you for everything that you have done"
"I do not know what are you talking about."
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"You are a husband stealer"
"How dare you to talk to me like that? Guards!"
"Do not even try they are all dead."
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"What do you want from me, leave me alone"
" I want everything that belongs to me"
"But I did not took anything of your possesion."
"What about John? You did not that he was married to me? Or nor did  you know I loved him?"
"It is a lie he always loved me!"
"Thats why he was with other women in his bed?"
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She sobbed with crys and then told
"I knew that there was something wrong with our relations but I did not know what. I loved him, loved with my whole heart.  But when he become a king he bagone to destroy everything I had a possesion of, and now you see I am no different from a poor begger by the churches walls."
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Then I saw John behind her.
"I am sorry for my wifes nonsence, can you wait untill I will explain her what is the job of the queen is" he spoke in the naughty way
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He took her by the nad and moved closer to the arsenals.
"My dear queen did not I gave you evrything? Betrayed my wife, took her child and gave it to you while your is dead in the ground."
"You mean Rossa is my?' I cryed?
"Oh yes indeed" He laughed " but now I do have to finish unfinished busness"
John took a sword and then striked  it trough a queen
"Well atleast now we will be free my love to love each other" he told me in a soft voise while queen was bleeding on the floor " now  we have money and power to be together"
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I was shocked, but only for a moment, I knew that my face was white  as death, and a new desire was born in my soul.
" I do not know how you survived but I am happy you are here"
"I am too my love come and let me kiss you" I replayed.
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I felt his flesh touching my corps, I knew what I had to do, and I knew that afther this there yould be no way back  but it worth it.
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He wasnt wothing to be killed like human i wanted him to suffer. My teeth sunk in his skin and i drunk his blood. I was hungry and desiryng it. In few moments he was dead and I was doomd for an eternity now. But I wasnt desparate yet there was much more  to do andlive for. And thats when I realize how life can be easy from now on when I am fre from living world. But there was something to hold me to this world something really important to me.
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"Do you want to  live with me?" I asked her
"Yes"
"Do you mind me beign your momy?"
"You promice?
"Yes I alwys will be wth you" i told her and kissed my own, my own real child.
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I returned to him, to the one who was my lover and master. I found him in the garden he was relaxing on th bench  he lovcer to undress and  feel wind on his skin it make him more alive he thought he was a human again.
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'I know what you have done!' he spoke first
'Are you mad at me?"
"No I cant be mad at you, I love you, you are a part of me I cant hate you. I do hate myself for mysery I brought on you but I do not hate you"
" You did what you felt was to be done and I a fratefull to you"
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"I know you want to go, I will not hold you no more you are free to go. You know everything you need to survive and with your girl you will nevr be alone again" he spoke in sad voise "If you will need help I will always close by and do everything that will make you happy"
"I cannot go yet there is unfinihed busness of my here"
"What is that?"
I walked tot the steps and looked  in to the night sky thinking how to tell everything that I feel
"When I was alive I always belonged to sumbody but I was a slave and now I am dead and I hve ability to be free but I do not belong no where."
"I understand."
He stude on his knee and asked me  in passioned voise of his
"Will you marry me tonight?"
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Tear runned from my eye now I knew that Things were different and this time I would be happy

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I was in the dress that was coveret with my blood. Eric knew I would ant that to happen and he did a real vampire wedding. Secrtly, at night, with love and passin.
Not a single word was spoken but we both knew what we hoped to happen to each other we both knew that nothing will tear us apart. But nor we will be together.
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As he promised he did not kept me in prison, I took of without a word, I oved beign a vampire we did not have to tell nothing we both were cold but still light of passion tied us. I understude what love is it is a pain when you far from some one and only distanse can make it stronger.
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I do know that my absence hurted him but there was other live to live we had to be saperate this is the live of a vampire. To be alone and to suffer seeng how your close ones die

He gave me this diary to releas the pain. He feels when I need help he know what I want and I know he always there. But I did not forget my past it is hunting me. My crime still like an presure on me and it always will be.
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This is me Micaonella de Loveccla, wife of the Fransisk and John, love of Eric and mother of Violet and Rossa.

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I live away from humans on a farm, I saw Rossa grow and die I saw her children and her childrens children, but I will never die never bcause I am a vampire I am a living corps that suffers his death and enjoys his new life, the one who pushed women around a world to fight for their rights. I was the one who would be first be  free. And I will always be free because I was the first but no one will ever know nor my name nor will see me.

Well this is the End guys for her. I feel a bit better and I will start a new story it will be called "Imposible Love" it will take time to make everything like it was in Ukraine, I will make a new tread and there at first I will show  everything under construction.

Tragic ending - but kind of happy.  She managed to get back at the ones who had hurt her - but now she has to live with it forever.  Good ending.  John sure was gorgeous, lol!

thanks

Oh yeah by the way you were asking abouth the hair.
It is on russian web site :
http://www.sims2club.ru/download/sims/skins/?action=edit&list=&onpage=3&filtered=&filt=
tittle of the hair is Sammy in order to download this thing press Скачать

I got it, thanks!  I picked up a few other things while I was there, too.  ;)

Thats ok It's not my anyway lolz

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