Ok, a less stressful day today, I figured I'd write a bit more
+For anyone that reads LFB, LILY!!! NOOOO!!!!
Anyways,
I ran to the direction of my room. To my humiliation, I bashed off the wall and fell on the hard floor. This made Ashley howl with laughter. I picked myself up off the ground and managed to get into my room.
I tripped again and collapsed on the rug in my bedroom. Embarrassed, I started crying, until Nick stepped in.
“Hey, come on Ellie. Don’t let her get to you like that. Let’s get your pajamas on. It’ll be ok.”
I stepped into my pajama bottoms, realizing they were an old pair of Ashley’s. I started to cry again. Hot, angry tears fell down my cheeks. Everything that is mine was once Ashley’s. I don’t know if I’ve ever owned something that was all my own.
Nick led me into the living room and sat down on the couch.
“I can’t lead you around every day sis; see if you can find your way to the sofa. Follow my voice.”
I stood in the middle of the living room, feeling like a fool. I didn’t know the way to the couch in my own house. Ashley’s thunderous footsteps felt like elephants stampeding through the house.
“Freak!” she shrieked. God, sometimes I swear she’s a banshee. “Why are YOU wearing my pajamas?! I didn’t say you could have them!”
“Hey! Little miss psycho! Leave Ellie alone! She can’t tell what she’s wearing!”
“Shut up Nick! I can do whatever I want! I’m mom’s favourite you know.” I wanted to scream. She is so stupid!
“Wipe that look of your face you little freak!” Oh crap. She saw the smile I get when Ashley gets told.