Baby what do you mean about the name thing? It doesn't seem to me you have done anything wrong to me..*blinks*

Also..I love you all over again..I thought I had Cain scoped and you changed so much..but it didn't seem out of character for him, it's so hard to do that! Tray amazing my dear.

Then call me Nathan dear! As my user name is my first and last name so of course it's long! *pokes his Azzy*

*sqwees at her calling him Nate then coughs* Sorry that's a petname from bf's so it's strange coming from a respected female figure in my life.

Yah he may not know alot about love but he knows that going with Early is only going to be bitter sweet in the end. I anaylize everybody ^_^ I've over analyized myself even.

Thanks I'm going through chapter two right now trying to start figuring out how to sim it.

NOTE: Please if anything confuses you ask away. I did cut alot because it was getting so long. Also alot is further explained as we go along as this is only chapter one.

Yah I said it was going to be, my muse is always very dark although he does have to have a little input of fluff too or he gets overloaded on angst.

The later chapters are even darker and heavier, espicially chapter seven, it's my favorite chapter and my best writing to date ^_^

Thanks Lady ^_^ Read again when you have time (Needs advise and such) As the chapters go on it gets harder to sim them, chapter 4 and 6 are going to give me migraines for trying to turn them into sims with out cutting to much but getting it under the rating of pg-13.

I think personally because Early is still........with other guys for money (It seems that way..maybe wrong) and Cain's dad would kill him even though Cain is an adult and should be allowed to be with who he wants.

Run on sentence much..

Poor Cain..everyone treats him like a hoe..but then he goes and does that so you think he's one and you feel bad for it..and bad Cain! Your confusing me and I don't like it! *humph*

Thanks lol, Chapter one is done and very long. I tried to cut unneeded stuff from it as it has pictures (Like descriptions of rooms, people etc) But it is still huge..I will start on chapter 2 as soon as possible.

A heavy PG-13 I suppose for talk of self harm and abuse though no pics of such.

Thanks Elven_song, I'm feeling crappy tonight so I it's on hold, but will be starting chapter one when I get this headache to go away.

No one's completely honest to Cain..although is Cain completely honest to anyone else??

*sqweee* Thanks, All the chars are made and the house is half finished, *darn my History homework!* I will get back to this as soon as I can.

Who knows the character better then the author?

I only saw two pics with sky but it didn't matter, the pics were gorgeous as always. Can't wait for more!

This is based off of R rated novel I am writing. As I am currently writing chapters 9 & 10 the making of this sim story will slow in coming. (Espicially if I ever get it to later chapters, as I will be writing the chapter as I take shots for this story) The most graphic parts of the novel, of which are child abuse in all sense of the word will not be seen. These scenes will most likely not be in here as this has been posted at this site. I hope you all enjoy this. Now the warnings.. let me warn for same gender relationships, mental/physical child abuse, self harm and cult ethics. If you would like to read the novel version of this story email me at bleedingrose999@hotmail.com



Prolouge/Chapter One


Please do critique me..my spelling and grammer are not fantastic but I have not seen any blatant errors as of yet. Any support you have? Please post, I need a reason to continue something as after a while I get bored with a project..

The Prolouge is very short, Chapter one is very long. I tried to cut unneeded stuff from it as it has pictures (Like descriptions of rooms, people etc) But it is still huge..I will start on chapter 2 as soon as possible.

Thanks, I'm using it for the model pics I'm making for this competition thingy I'm in, and screenieing things instead of just camera photo taking works wonders to

I think with all this new found knowledge I may go back and try to do my own sim story again.

Their you inspired me!

Yah I am going to try, I started doing the pics and graining them. When I get it done (chapter one) I'll be sure to tell you!

Prolouge is up ^_^

*snuggles*