I know what you all are going through as I recently lost my mother to metastatic breast cancer which spread to her entire body. She was 44 when she died, which in my opinion was too young to die. This event tore my heart in two because I lost one of the special person's in my life and I never got the chance to say goodbye, and I don't know if the pain will ever go away. I am so miserable I could just cry right now but I won't because even though I'm a man I will stay strong and keep my mother's memory alive forever. even when I have my own family I might name my own daughter after my mother Candace Marie Howell. She fought for a few years until the cancer finally got to her. I am going to seek a psychiatrist to help me out with the grieving process. I recently finished a grief program at my high school but that hasn't helped any. I think that I am going to need to talk to a professional about what I am going through.  In the  month of November my uncle Rich committed suicide and will no longer walk the earth in a physical body but we will still have his spirit. My mother always believed in life after death and I think I will carry out that belief until I am dead and buried or cremated.

Faithfully-Journey
Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
Youre on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin all my love
Along the wire

They say that the road
Aint no place to start a family
Right down the line
Its been you and me
And lovin a music man
Aint always what its supposed to be
Oh girl you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully

Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you

And being apart aint easy
On this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy
Of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Faithfully, Im still yours
Im forever yours
Ever yours...faithfully

I feel your pain literally because I recently received braces again and the part that stinks it that I won't get these instruments of torture off until nine to twelve months. P.S. I have my dad's jaw which pushes out a little bit which is why I needed braces again you'll get through it trust me I know I am.

My mother died from Metatastic breast cancer last year in Novermber and I didn't even get to say goodbye because it was hard for me.

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Dean Martin - you're nobody til somebody loves you