Dear Diary,
I never keep up to this diary anymore, Mia is growing and growing, so is my bump! So i am forever chasing Mia round the house cleaning up after her...
Dylan is doing fine, he wants a little brother, he said girls are annoying! Mia adores Dylan and follows him all over!
As much as he moans about Mia, Dylan adores her and he always wants to play with her!
Laura x
Dear Diary,
I went for my scan today....boy was i in for a shock....
The sonogropher frowned
"Is everything ok?"
"Yes Mrs Jones, I am just going to get a colleague but everything is fine"
I waited in that chair for ages, Mia was getting restless
"Mummy out, out" Mia wanted to go crawl around the floor
"Not long now Mia"
Just then the sonogropher came back into the room followed by a friendly looking woman
"Please, is my baby ok?"
"Mrs Jones, your baby is fine, so is your other baby"
It took a few minutes for me to realise what she meant
"You mean, I'm having...theirs 2 of them?...I'm having twins?"
"Yes you are Mrs Jones, congratulations"
"Oh wow, thats brilliant! thankyou! Did you here that Mia, your going to have TWO little brothers or sister...."
Just like the others, I didnt want to know what sex they were.... I didnt mind. I couldnt wait to go home and tell Kyle the news....
"Hey hunni, hows the baby?"
"They are fine"
"Thats good....wait, what do you mean THEY?"
"Theirs 2! We are having twins"
"Oh wow, well thats great hunni"
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Dear Diary,
Me and Kyle sat down and had a chat this morning...
"Laura, i've been thinking....Now that there are two babies on the way i think its time we looked for another house"
"No, no we cant, Mia can share with Dylan, the twins can have Mias room"
"Laura, Dylan is a growing lad, he wont want to share with his little sister, and its not really fair on him..."
"We cant move Kyle, what about Caleb?"
"Laura, I think it is time you realised that Caleb might not be coming home"
"He will Kyle, what if he turns up and we arent here and he thinks we dont love him anymore and we have moved"
"Laura you know we need to move out, we just dont have the room here. I love Caleb too you know.....dont think i havent thought the same as you"
"I know, i'm sorry, your right, we need to move house..."
It is going to be so hard moving out, I have so many memories in this house, especially memories of Caleb. I just hope Dylans ok with moving, I dont want to cause him anymore upset...
Laura x
Dear Diary,
I told Dylan about moving house today.....I told him at bedtime...
"Dylan sweetie, you know you are going to have two new baby brothers or sister? Well this house is too small for us all now. We will have to find a bigger, better house..."
"Mum its ok, Calebs gone, if he needs us he will find us some way, its ok mum we need a new house....I dont think Caleb is coming back anymore..."
It broke my heart to hear Dylan say those things. For the past 4 years he has waited for his brother to come home....
Laura x
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Dear Diary,
We have moved into our new house now and the babies are due in a month...
The house is so beautiful. The twins will share a room, Dylan has his own room, Mia has her own room and we have saved a spare room for Caleb, just incase....
Laura x
Dear Diary,
Kyle adores the kids so much, he is really taking care of us all, he is doing really well in his job and he is spending extra time with Dylan to make sure Dylan doesnt feel left out when the babies are born.
Laura x
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