Chapter 5When I got home I wiped away my tears and decided that I should do something nice for Matthew.Ifelt terrible about leaving him and relized he was probably just as lonely without me as I was without him.He was all I had and I was all that he had.Then I remembered his birthday was coming soon and that he would take up alot more space than I had.It was perfect,I could build Matthew a new room!

I called the construction company and was told that Matthew's room could be finished in two days.That was great news.Matthew was coming home in two days!

The next two days went by so fast,I didn't even realize that they had come yet.Matthew's room looked great and was finshed right on time.

I rushed straight to the hospital to get Matthew.The doctors said he had made a complete recovery,but they couldn't figure out what had cause him to get sick in the first place.I didn't care thought,I was just happy to be able to take him home again.We loaded up in the car and headed back to our house.

I brought him straight to his room and dressed him in a new oufit I had gotten him.I put him in his new crib and he fell asleep right away.I loved having him home again.

I took a break from work and stayed home with him everyday.





Our life together was better than ever and before I knew it,It was time for Matthew's birthday.It was a small party,just me and him, but that was the way we liked it.

I thought Matthew growing up would mark a turing point in our lives where everything got better,but things only got worse.
(sorry about not putting up any pics of Matthew as a toddler,I will in the next chapter)