as months went by i got bigger and bigger and this time i hoped for just one thats all i can handle 8 is enough i love everyone of them with all my heart and wouldnt trade them for anything i am truly blessed.

i went to full term this time and gave birth to the fifth and final member of this family baby Tommy.

All the kids are getting bigger and they are all going to school now. we can pay for them to go to private school and get a good education.this is our family.

From now on its in the point of view of Jose.
We sent the kids off to school this morning all except for Allen and tommy hes not old enough and allen didnt feel good.
And i went off to work leaving Ariel Allen and tommy at home.
I came home at about 2:00 pm before any of the kids
i had a feeling something was wrong it was too quit as i walked though the door all i could hear is baby tommy crying.
as i walked into the living room there the were on the floor Dead strangled to death.
(Oh My God) i couldnt belive it who could do this to a mother and her child
my wife my son

I was so scared i had to check on tommy make sure he was ok and make sure my other kids did not see this.
i found tommy in his crib crying

i conforted him and he fell asleep i checked the house and it was empty.
i called the cops and the school they sent the kids to grandmas except for jenny who came home early and started to scream
(NO NOT MY MOM NOT MY BROTHER WHO WOULD DO THIS)
i told her it was going to be ok i would take care of them we had to be strong for the younger kids.
the cops are investigating they said someone broke into the house and my wife had startled them so they killed her and then my son
they said that the baby was safe because he couldnt tell anyone what he had saw.
I dont know what im going to do.
Me and seven kids.
I mourn the loss of my love and my child all the time.
i remember praying for my son to live when he was a baby and a toddler
but to loose him now

and my wife she was so sweet my kids will always be reminded of them
but tommy will never know his mommie.

more to come in the next chapter.